Mood Music:
Crash and Burn by Savage Garden

Hey y'all. Just wanted to post this up: it's all the characteristics of people born in October, my bday month. (* = like me)

OCTOBER

1.      Loves to chat

2.      Loves those who loves her *

3.      Loves to takes things at the centre *

4.      Attractive and suave * (you know it!)

5.      Inner and physical beauty * (hopefully)

6.      Does not lie or pretend

7.      Sympathetic *

8.      Treats friends importantly * (mostly)

9.      Always making friends *

10.  Easily hurt but recovers easily *

11.  Bad tempered * (i keep it in check)

12.  Selfish * (extremely)

13.  Seldom helps unless asked *

14.  Daydreamer *

15.  Very opinionated *

16.  Does not care of what others think *

17.  Emotional * (depends...)

18.  Indecisive *

19.  Strong clairvoyance

20.  Loves to travel, the arts and literature *

21.  Soft-spoken, loving and caring *

22.  Romantic *

23.  Touchy and easily jealous *

24.  Concerned *

25.  Loves outdoors *

26.  Just and fair * (i hope)

27.  Spendthrift and easily influenced *

28.  Easily lose confidence * (try not too though)

new word: blimey
mood music: Baby One More Time by Britney Spears

I was reading the lyrics to the song (don't ask me why... you don't want to know) and I liked these lines. I didn't even know they were in the song. lol.

The reason i breathe is you
Boy you got me blinded...

and

I must confess, that my loneliness
is killing me now

those lines aren't too bad. lmao. i'm such an odd one. I hope no one makes fun of me for this. so what's up you ask and why the hell havent you written for two months?! Well... nothing's new. I'm starting driving school today (a-adams) and i'm in summer school (for health... i needed a free period). Next year i only have 1/2 period free and with health gone, i have one extra period free first semester. yay!

suddenly, im into harry potter (thanks a lot fatima... tempting me with your book and all that! but you probably didn't know you were going to turn me in a obssessed fanchick by 'letting' me read one chapter of the book). im a little slow with the trends. But the main reason i didnt like it before was because it was so popular and i hate reading things a million other people have read, unless the author is one of my faves. i refuse to read Da Vinci code - watch in a year or so i'll be reading it. anyhoo...

well, i changed the look of my xanga. isn't the background cute!? i made it! im so proud. it got messed up though cause i had to save it as a jpeg and you know... whatever. it still looks cute eh?

good day mate -- L

"Blimey!"

Mood:
White Flag by Dido

Man, I give up on my Math hw. it's so confusing. too much radioactive decay... who cares? I think Mr. O just gives them to us cause he used to work in a nuclear pwrplant.

I went to Chipotle with Sejal today... mm.... chipotle.... burrito bol. So GOOD. if you've never been there, I advise you to 'GET YOUR LAZY ASS OVER THERE!!' Lol... I'm just bored and I have almost nothing to talk about. But since Trish is always on my case on how I never update, I've decided to try. I just found out that someone has the mangas I want to read (no, sorry, not you Darini)!! I was like 'your my new best friend. i love you so much... if you lemme borrow' lol, i'm obsessed.

my obssesive-complusive reading is going to be the end of me. i don't know why i can't stop reading... it's weird! I just finished the Tsubasa that Dee-chan (DARINA!) lent me and I was so angry at the cliffy!! omg. i cant believe they did that to us. it's cruel and unusual punishment.

well, im going to go now.
love love -- L chan

Mood:
Caribbean Blue
Enya
(i.e. uplifting, enlightened, spiritual, relaxed)

Oh, I LOVE Enya. *hint hint* If anyone every wants to give me a random present cause you love me... Anyways, the main reason I'm so excited is because there is a meet tomorrow (I'm running the 400 meter). And ALSO (drum roll please) I GOT A 98% ON MY MATH TEST!! Omg, I am AWESOME! Whoot whoot.

The english research project is coming up.. I'm doing DN Angel (a manga) because the characters are uber cute! And hot. and sweet. and simply awesome. no? well, darini would know, she's cool and reads it too.

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anyways, I leave you with yet another poem:
(all this poetry makes me wanna join poetry slam)

Forest by Leena

I'm all alone sitting in the dark,
seeing the stars explode around me,
shattering like my heart.
I'm numb now, falling -
Going deeper in the shadows of the night
to lose all sense of sight.

I'm surrounded now, crying
pearl tears that glimmer like death,
like the rariest of radiance dying.
The hues of fading twilight
so much like my eyes, white and blind,
imagine the forest of my mind.

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Wow... I really need to write here more.

<3 Love Love <3
         -- L --

mood music:

sing the sorrow
A.F.I.

maybe you're wondering what the whole 'mood music' thing is. maybe you're not. anyhoo, i decided that instead of actually writing out an emotion today, i would write a song title that describes my mood. i might do this more often, if i can think of songs (so today it's sad.)

wow, that was a waste of space. anyways, on with my life. i won't talk about sleeping and never waking up (though living in dreams would be awesome) because Megster and I decided that writing angst in your xanga does not make good light reading, eh? my friend is homophobic (*cough*katie*cough*), and when i told her i couldn't believe i was friends with someone who was homophobic when i was so accepting, she asked, "why? are you gay?" (with a horrified tone of course) ah, Katie, you crack me up. though sometimes i do "check girls out," but only cause they're sort of like... competition i guess you could say. and like so i can steal fashion ideas and stuff. :) muhahah, evil genius at work.

here's a poem i wrote:

<-------Apathy by L-chan-------->

heartless, that i am;
emotions flee from my soul.
compassion lost in the fears,
even when
i see the black house of death,
opening its graceful, arching doors.
the blood in my body drained slowly.
breath whispering its last song.

death - the dark shroud of mortality,
all hoping to never reach this end,
the cliff off which they fall.
endless is their torment,
regret for all the things not done
all the sentiments not said.
yet here i lay.
my tradegy playing softly,
like an opera in the caverns of theaters,
illustrating the broken wings.
never able to fly away from it,
and yet, my face is mask,
plain and dull, dry from silence.
all the while,
clouds gather in my heart
hazing it from clarity,
murmuring things i dont understand.
and, i am free from pain
numb, frozen in Winter's chilled embrace.

no one sees past the facade
or reaches deep to save me from the cold.
inside tears pour rain, drowning
everything that once was alive.
as i try to run away, i stumble and fall -
killing what's left of me.

** inspired by: sejal calling me heartless, once again. and English class vocab (we had the word apathy).

Yay! guess what!? badminton starts soon. Aviator and Dipolynomial (lol, mr. o is so funny) are going to join. Although, i need a ride to the open gyms. hmm maybe ill ask Dipolynomial. (*censored name in case she's embarrassed, but everyone knows already, so i guess it doesnt help her much* to my "anonymous" buddy: brown power man!)

new obsession: the word 'bloody' as in "I'll bloody talk when I bloody want to, you bloody wanker." ah, the british. jolly good fun, eh? (i think the 'eh' was austrailan, w.e.! it's still my word - like the word 'boo.')

well, ta-ta for now.
love love - L